Nicki was a thirty-year-old married female who felt that depression had taken over her life. She was constantly drained and tired. She had no ambition or initiative to do anything. She was about forty pounds overweight, adding to her feelings of depression and withdrawal. She felt lonely even when she was around people at home and at work.
She found herself overeating every time she felt lonely. She had uncontrollable crying spells for no reason. At times she had suicidal thoughts and had visions of driving her car down a hill. Under hypnosis, she recalled a life in Atlanta, Georgia, as a forty-two-year-old male who weighed about 320 pounds.
His name was Joseph. He owned a general store. People, especially kids, made fun of him because of his weight. They called him names like “fatso,” “tub of lard,” etc. Kids used to steal from his store, but he could not chase them.
He never got married and felt depressed and lonely most of his lifetime. The more lonely he felt, the more he ate. One day at the age of forty-eight, he was trying to talk to a lady who came to the store, but she insulted him by saying she did not want anything to do with a guy who was fat. He was very hurt and felt rejected. He took a gun and shot himself in the right temple. His last thoughts were “I need to end my misery. I will not be treated this way again. I will never feel that useless again. I will never be this overweight again.”From astral dimension, as Joseph reviewed his life, he got a very clear understanding that he should not have taken an easy way out by committing suicide. He saw that he should have worked hard to cope with his problems and that real happiness does not come from food, other people, or from the way we look.
He also understood that he had done a great deal of spiritual damage to himself and he would have to face and reexperience similar problems again without taking a shortcut by committing suicide. From astral dimension, Nicki saw that in that life Joseph had lost many soul parts from his head, brain, sinuses, and eyes, which were in possession of the demons. They were restimulating the feelings of depression, loneliness, and suicidal thoughts in Nicki by massaging those soul parts. Symptoms and problems coming from Joseph’s life: From astral dimension, Nicki recognized the problems coming from Joseph’s life were depression, feelings of loneliness, suicidal thoughts, weight problems, headaches, sinus problems, and feelings of being fat, ugly, and sluggish. From astral dimension Nicki also saw two other past lives when she committed suicide:1. In England in 1411 when she was a man who was accused of being unfaithful to the king. He felt humiliated and committed suicide by plunging a sword through his heart.2. In South America in 1702, she was a female and her husband was killed by another man. They were fighting over her. She was devastated and as a result committed suicide by jumping from a cliff.
Nicki was surprised to learn that in astral dimension, before coming to earth, she planned that as Nicki, she would go through similar problems that made her commit suicide in Joseph’s life-like weight problems, depression, loneliness, and suicidal preoccupation-and that she had to learn to deal with them without committing suicide again. After the session, most of her symptoms were relieved.